Thursday, 25 June 2020

"There is no remedy for love but to love more."

Day 97:

I rarely get any time to just be a grown up and its been that way for so many years. Opeie is the greatest company I could ask for and I wouldn't change anything about him being with me full time for that time, but every now and again its nice to not have to worry about anyone and just concentrate on being. Today was one of those rare occasions where he wasn't with me for a few hours so me and Becci went for a long walk deep into the woods by the house. We had nowhere to be, and zero responsibilities for that time so we just walked. We looked for fungi, spotted deer and lay on the ground amongst the trees listening to the birds, it was bliss.  

Its hard to remember to breath sometimes with all the day to day stresses and strains of life. The expectations of being a parent at times can feel like a heavy weight, especially with Opeie being home educated too, it really adds to the pressure. 

But for today, just me and that girl of mine and a day filled with love. 

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